Chloe
Lesser Demon
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Post by Chloe on Jul 11, 2008 5:24:30 GMT -5
She stood at the top the winds whiped her locks around and she stood lookeding out at the city below, this really was where you could think, being alone running things through your head, the bright green eyes taking everything in she looked to her left and moved to a pillar leaning on it the long gothic dress made her look more lady like and more reserved as was her personality now, she had calmed down much more since she'd met Vergil, although she was still a little spiteful. She sighed as she looked out he didn't seem to notice her even when she was pretty much being loud trying to get his attention. Looking to the ground she walked to the edge and looked over, and she sighed as she lifted the headphones around her neck to her ears, pressing the play button she listened to a few songs being up there for about ten minutes just with her head empty and a stray tear running down her face. Then she heard a song she knew the words to listening to the introduction she looked around making sure there was no one there to hear her. She then started to sing.
"Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out, "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?"
Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me?
And if I bleed, I'll bleed, Knowing you don't care. And if I sleep just to dream of you I'll wake without you there, Isn't something missing? Isn't something...
Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me?" She finished and she realised she had tears running down her cheeks she lifted a hand and touched her face yes they were wet and she ripped the headphones from her head throwing them off the edge of the apex in rage, luckily the headphones came away from the mp3 player and then they fell, but not a second after rain started to fall, it soaked her and she just stood there she didn't want to go in, she couldn't face Vergil in a state like this, she couldn't even look at him if she was like this.
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Post by Vergil on Jul 11, 2008 14:38:41 GMT -5
Arkham was such boring company at times, this was one of those times. The bald scarred man was simply droning on about something or the other, Vergil didn't even know anymore, he had stopped paying attention a bit of a while ago, although whatever Arkham was talking about Vergil was sure it had something to do with demons, the other man seemed to be more then just obsessed with the subject, to the point that it was unhealthy.
A few more minutes of letting Arkham talk and Vergil cut him off, standing up from the ornate and very plush red chair he had been sitting in, "If you'll excuse me Arkham, I think I'll be going to go and get some air now," It wasn't even really a 'i think I'll be going now' sort of things as more like 'I'm bored with listening to you and feel like being alone now' answer, had it been anyone else he probably would have just come out and said it but he needed the man, of course he wouldn't be needing him for much longer though.
Walking up to the top, he could already tell that he wasn't going to be alone as soon as he stepped outside. Making his way up the mile he stood at the top, looking at the girl that was already there, it seemed the she was everywhere he turned now and days. Vergil watched curiously as she threw the headphones off the edge, and then it began to rain. She probably hadn't even noticed he was there yet, "Are you sure you want to stand so close to the edge?" Vergil asked, making his presence known. He wasn't sure that was a very good idea for the girl as she had nearly fallen off the steps of the Temen-Ni-Gru twice before already. He watched her with a curious sort of gaze through the sheets of rain that had begun to fall, not that he cared that he was quickly becoming soaked, he found this girl to be perhaps one of the oddest females he had ever met.
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Chloe
Lesser Demon
Prepare for the change!!!!
Posts: 97
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Post by Chloe on Jul 12, 2008 3:52:22 GMT -5
"Are you sure you want to stand so close to the edge?" She didn't jump as she usually would she just stood seemingly in her own world before she turned on the spot, she was glaring at him she didn't mean to but she did anyway.
"Not like you'd care if I fell off here, besides you'd probably see it as a good thing!" She snapped at him great now he'd know why she chose to be around him so much. If he didn't then he obviously was more dumb than she thought. She gave a sigh as she walked past him, she didn't want to be with anyone right now let alone him. She stopped for a moment however and stood right by his side.
"I'm that loyal that if you said jump I'd ask how high but you don't even seem to see me. Maybe I'm just being blinded by my human emotions but I sometimes get so angry, because you just look straight through me." She stated even if he hadn't gotten the earlier hint then he would have gotten it now, she sighed again and then made to get out of the rain, not that it bothered her, she just hated rejection in general and so she decided that it was best not to listen to him now that way she wouldn't be rejected by him and she wouldn't have to deal with the next feeling on the scale of emotions that she was being hurled into at the moment.
"I guess... I'll see you some other time." She stated as she quickly made to dissappear out of his sight, the dress clung to her frame and she half hoped that he'd stop her then again he doubted that he would.
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Post by Vergil on Jul 12, 2008 13:42:13 GMT -5
Was he being snapped at? Why was he being snapped at, Vergil couldn't recall ever harming the girl in front of him, actually he thought that maybe he was bing a bit too welcoming with the girl. After all Vergil wasn't exactly much when it came to human contact and the only other person he was ever civil to was Arkham and that was because the man was necessary in Vergil's plans.
His eyes scowled as she spoke, "How exactly do you know what I see?" His tone had become slightly icy Vergil hated when people made assumptions about him. So that's what her problem was then, he didn't seem to be paying enough attention to her, she was lucky he payed any sort of attention at all, "What do you want me to do about it then?"
Vergil felt his eyes narrow on her, tired of her running away from him already, he wasn't even in the mood to deal with this sort of thing and he probably never would be, "Don't even think about leaving," His hand had shot out to grab her wrist, he was not letting her run off again, "I really don't know what it is you expect from me Chloe, what is it? What are you waiting for from me? Is it not enough that I let you continue existing, that I have not yet told you to leave, or killed you yet?"
His grip on her wrist was firm, he was getting to the bottom of this now, Vergil didn't have the patience to deal with her erratic behavior any longer. The man was surprised that he had managed to put up with it thus far, but it would end now. Although Vergil had this feeling that perhaps she saw him in a light that most others never would he found that idea to be both slightly humerus and rather mortifying at the same time, he couldn't deal with such things now and simply pushed the thought aside, not wanting to entertain the idea but waiting for her answer.
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Chloe
Lesser Demon
Prepare for the change!!!!
Posts: 97
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Post by Chloe on Jul 14, 2008 3:55:16 GMT -5
"How exactly do you know what I see?" She winced at the tone he used, that hurt her deeply, maybe he really didn't care. No matter what she ever wanted it never turned out right, maybe she was just a bad omen like her parents had said before they died.
"What do you want me to do about it then?" She sighed she couldn't really ask much of him, after all he obviously didn't have the capacity to be around people anyway so it really didn't matter how she felt.
"Don't even think about leaving," His hand shot out before she could run and his grip was firm. Her wrist hurt a little but she'd put up with the pain, to her it was almost like holding hands and even with her back turned to him she had a small smile on her face.
"I really don't know what it is you expect from me Chloe, what is it? What are you waiting for from me? Is it not enough that I let you continue existing, that I have not yet told you to leave, or killed you yet?" She turned anger flashed in her eyes and the palm of her hand connected with his face, she'd slapped him with her free hand.
"HOW DARE YOU! Let me go right now!" Her eyes filled with tears both of rage and sadness and she pulled to get away from him, she was going home, she wasn't ever coming back, ever or at least that was what she felt.
"I'll go, I won't ever come back don't worry you won't need to even bother with me anymore, I know I'm just a thorn in your side no matter how much I ever want to be with you it won't happen because you lack the capacity to care for anyone but yourself! You don't have that part of your brain that actually cares for anyone else do you? No of course you don't or you wouldn't be such an asshole! I-I HATE YOU!" With the last words the tears flooded and she stood crying, she hated that why wasn't she even strong enough to say those words? The reason was simple she only ever cared for him and she didn't hate him at all.
"I'm sorry... I'm just never going to be good enough for you am I?... Your never going to care for me the way I care for you... Your like a god to me and yet it's like I'm not even here, maybe I shouldn't have ever said anything to you... Maybe I should've just kept my mouth shut... Maybe I should just jump from here then I'll never get in the way, yes that's probably the best option not like I have anything to live for anyway, everyone hates me so I'd probably be better of dead, so go ahead see if I care kill me don't let me live anymore." She just rambled now as the tears poured down her cheeks and she closed her eyes half expecting him to kill her just to shut her up, she even looked down to the ground just so that he didn't need to look at her if he chose to kill her there and then, heck she thought she probably deserved it. She'd do anything for him he had her wrapped around his little finger.
"I'd do anything for you..." She admitted and the tears finally stopped and she now became silent had she really just reeled off everything that she felt? Had she just said those things and with the silence she understood she had, her cheeks were cirmson, great now he'd really know how she felt, she had an undieing love for him and that was all that mattered to her.
"I'm so sorry, I care for you more than I ever have for anyone... I love you to pieces but I only ever get in your way... I truely am useless after all, no matter what I tell myself... I'll leave if you wish me too... I'll go away and never bother you again... I'll even dissappear if I see you out in the streets..." She lifted her face to look at him her eyes said everything, she did love him, she'd do anything at all, he only had to ask and she'd do her best to do it properly and the way he wanted her to do it as well. She averted her gaze so that she was looking out over the city away from him, she couldn't bear it, she just wanted to die right now, wanted to cease from existence, she really didn't want to be here right now.
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